It is easier to keep doing things the same, rather then trying something different.
But the definition of insanity is doing the same thing and expecting different results.
This year I am going to break free of my straight jacket and make some big changes.
For those who are close to me, they will know how hard this year has been.
There have been some big wins, like being put in charge of the sales team at work.
Being recognised for the hard work I have been doing and continue to do.
But there have been some massive lows as well.
And in the spirit of change and moving forward I am not even going to bring them up.
I am going to close the door on 2013 and say a big HELLO to 2014.
I don't believe we need to wait until a new year or a even a new week to make a change.
Once you have the right mind set you can make that change straight away.
For me this has come reflecting on the events of 2013.
I realised I wasn't happy.
Not happy just existing, I wanted to start really LIVING!
I felt stagnant.
I wanted to get ahead.
But I couldn't while I allowed myself to wallow in the self pity I have been feeling.
So I have spent the last few weeks mentally preparing for the change.
I spent New Years eve with happy people.
People who knew what they wanted and were making the most of what they had.
People who know how to laugh.
People I hadn't seen for a while and after spending the time together, I wonder why it had been so long.
I got up today and cleaned.
I set up my office to be more inviting.
More user friendly.
To set myself up for the changes I want to make this year.
I have big plans.
BIG PLANS
But first I need to take small steps and lay the foundations for the year ahead.
To set up the office was the first step.
To write this blog entry was the next!
I am purging the negative energy from the last 12 months and cannot wait for the opportunities the new year will bring.
I fucked up last year and don't plan on doing it again.
So join me for the new journey the new year brings.
Smile with me
Cry with me
Laugh with me
Laugh AT me
Push me
But most of all lets enjoy this ride together and see how far we can take it!!
Are you ready???
Bianca XXX
